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Wakefield's prison diary
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Beginning with the episode "Gurgle", pages from John Wakefield's prison diary were seen, and were able to be read with the HD broadcast. It is a leather-bound journal, closed by two leather strings.
These pages are listed by the episode they were seen in, but they are also listed in the order they exist in the diary. (For example, the last two pages in "Gurgle" were seen before the first two.)
Contents |
Gurgle
Seen in "Gurgle", the diary is mostly intact.
Text
I will be revenge stabbing ___ and ___ like they lied and said I did it. If they want to believe it so badly then I will make it happen. I'll find the one they said I tried to kill and I'll kill him. I will be revenge putting a knife through his head. I will be revenge casting a ___ ___ large fishing net. And catching all the evil doers that played their part in putting me here. That played there [sic] part and lied. I will put them in my net. Then I will ___ ___ I'll hang them up high for everyone to see. They are the evil ones. You are the ones who ___ to be punished. Im [sic] being punished ___ ___ being hidden. Hidden in a hole. Because I didn't do anything wrong. But they did wrong. I will take them from my net and I will hang the up high for everyone to see.
I WILL NOT HIDE YOU WHEN I FIND YOU. I'll ___ a sign to you. Everyone will know what you did. And you will pay with all that you have. You will be done on this ___ Done and never able to do your evil again.
I will be doing the world a favor when I
kill you. I will be doing God a favor when
I kill you. It makes so much sense. It
is a shame you can't see it. You won't
see it till it is too late. Till I'm on top
of you. Driving a harpoon through your throat.
Then I'll get you. You will watch me gut
you. Maybe I will pull out your evil heart and
together we can see its ___ flesh pumping
___ that course through your veins. I can't
wait to show you your own heart.
They treat us like animals in here, not men. But they treat us like caged beasts and we're forced to eat as such. ___ taking me. Every day is like the jungle. Survival is the only law to live by. You must protect yourself because everyone here is hunting you. I must become the hunter. I want to survive. I must go after him. I will be first to ___. It will be ___ Practice for when I'm out and ___ ___ ___ people that deserve. I don't deserve to be hunted. But some people in here They deserve it. One guy was killed today. I don't know he deserved it. He could have been in here because Mills lied about him too. Mills probably lies about a lot of people. Keeps people out of the way by locking them up in a cage. But more of us will event- ually get out. And we will make him pay.
The guy who died today. It won't be him.
He was stabbed. Stabbed in the back. A
cowardly way to kill someone. When I do it
I will look right in his eyes. I will turn
Mills to me. I will look right in his eyes
And I will kill him. I will watch the life
drift from his eyes. And I will be the last
thing he sees. This guy who died, I was
the last thing he saw. I was the life
drift from his eyes. He was reaching
for me. But it had nothing to do with
me. If I'm going to survive in here I have
to look out for me and only me. The
guy who did the killing, they call him Tuck.
He looked at me. He pushed the bloody knife
in my direction. I don't know what he was
trying to say. I didn't know the man he
killed. But I couldn't say anything.
There was Tuck. There was the bloody knife.
Seep
As seen in "Seep", the diary has suffered significant burns from "Gurgle". Abby Mills places the missing pages from J.D. Dunn's pocket between the last page seen in "Gurgle" and a page behind it.
Burnt Pages
[off screen] dead. [burnt] The guards wanted him dead. [burnt] sleeper for a while. In a hole, [burnt] long I was in there. But [burnt] they let me out they said it was six [burnt] I don't know if I believe them. [burnt] they're lying. It felt like longer. It [burnt] like six weeks. They just want to keep me here forever. Because Mills told them to keep me here forever. So they lied to me. They tell me its such and such date, but it's probably much later. I should probably be out of here by now. But they lie to me. The tell me I've only been here for a shorter amout of time. Like I don't know. I'm just so sick of everyone lying to me. I've been in here for many years. I know it's been a really long time.
a cage. Like [burnt] animal. I'm a man [burnt] SHERIFF MILLS! And [burnt] tossed out like your stink__ [burnt] I will not be locked away [burnt] You do not get to decide [burnt] your lies. You lied all about [burnt] lied about it all. They're all [burnt] together. They're all liars and I [burnt] one paying for their lies. Its not right. It's not just. They're the keepers of justice? No. They're LIARS. I'll show them what is right. I'll bring them justice. They must pay for what you have done. I'm paying for their lies and they will pay for this. For [burnt] cage. For the bars. For the inhumanity. They will feel inhumanity. I will show them inhumanity. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO [burnt]
[off screen] see it. I know what to do and I [off screen] I must make them pay. I will make them pay. THEY WILL KNOW MY PAIN. [off screen] one gets away with it. God won't [off screen] And he has chosen me to [off screen]
He didn't like the game. He lost the game. He should have never started the game. I'm surprised how easy it was. I thought it would be harder. I thought I might not be able to do it. But I was the hunter. I became the hunter. I wasn't afraid. When the bloody knife was in my hand I wasn't afraid. He was afraid. I could see it. I watched his eyes. Like I plan on doing with Mills. And all the others. I will watch all their eyes. I will watch their fear as they slip away. I want to watch it for as long as I can. I must make it last. I'll make the slip away as slowly as possible. I deserve that time. As much of it as I can get. As much of it as they have stolen from me. I will [burnt] them. That will be of the time they [burnt] me. That time of fear will be payment
Missing Pages
is something in this world that is uniquely mine. Something that is part of me. Something that proves I was a me once. That I did something once. Besides wasting away in this hole. Besides pur- secuting me for sins I didn't commit. By people not worthy to bleed on the ground I walk on. Them. I HATE THEM. I will have my revenge on them. I will come for my child. And when I do I WILL MAKE THEM PAY. My vengeance will be swift, like the wrath of God. I will rain down fevers on them. I will leave them as pillars of salt.
[off screen] from me in the most evil and sinister way. By someone I trusted. By someone I loved. Someone I would've raised the child with. How could you fool my child? How could you let this happen to me? How could you not come for me? And let me meet my child? You have hurt me more than a lifetime behind bars ever could. You have shown me a loss so profound that I am losing myself. I am losing what I was. Who I was. I will show you the same loss. And all those that come to your side. THEY WILL KNOW LOSS. They will feel it with every fiber of their being. Like I do now. Like you will, Sarah. I will take the child from you. I will take everything from you. I will make it that so unpunished ___ ___ [off screen]
[off screen] have STOLEN FROM ME. You can't just steal from a man and lock him away in a cage and not think he will come for what belongs to him. What belongs to me.
Sarah had my child. Nothing she does or that is done to me can change that. I will always be the father. Even if they turn me into an [off screen]